I've had one of the most depressed days of my life today. If I was suicidal, you wouldn't be reading this.

I made my bed, did my dishes, and just started a movie on NetFlix when Daniel knocked on my door. He sat down, grabbed the cards, and we continued the game we've had going on for three days now.

I try to speak to him about this depression shit, but he turns me off. I accept that.

About an hour into the game, my phone rang. It was my sister Lorelle calling from snow covered Driggs Idaho. It was great to hear her voice and we put the game on pause.

Then she said something that blew my mind! She said that she was told by the other side to call me, out of concern.

I haven't talked to my sister in years. I think of her and her family all the time, I love them.

She mentioned our deceased brother Dana's name, as if it might have come from him.

What this tells me is that there very well is another side. The concept of my brother and all of my other beloved family members looking down on me with concern, and contacting my sister, is real!