Clinging to the awning of my porch this afternoon, I saw the tree where Steph's grand-daughters and I played, a few years back. We had a great Easter egg hunt down by the creek one year, I fell in love with those girls, and I'm so sad I lost them.

Life is funny how it evolves! I have so many triumphs and absolute failures under my old worn belt, that I can't count. I have no idea why I'm still alive!

But I am, and still functioning. I take care of myself and my space, nobody helps.

So, what am I going to do next? That's the common question that drives our lives!

Take a sip from my drink and try to get a word out of the guy sitting next to me, buried in his phone.