Still clean and sober, it's been a while now. I don't count in days or weeks anymore, it just is what it is.

Exercise, diet and commitment have done good things to my body. I have a doctors appointment in three days and I'd love to have my Liver and my Prostate checked out, because I believe they both are better. But it's a head job I think.

Not that I have anything against head jobs, but I doubt that will happen. This visit will probably cover the meds I'm on that keep me from turning into a monster. Quite frankly I'd rather be pulling down a shift at the pool, turning the old women on, and working on my tan, but it is what it is.