I'm probably at the lowest human state one can be, now.

No complaints really, very grateful for a roof over my head and a space to write these words. But I know what's going on around me.

A few people still love me, and I love them, and that's it. I'm old and I have fucked up most every human relationship I've ever had, for my entire life.

I want to say as my time ends, that I've always been a good man, from my core. I messed up many times, but never with intention, just stupidity.