It's catching up with me. I'm having problems walking lately, my legs feel weak, like they're about to crumble underneath me. I did a little research on liver cirrhosis and walking, and sure enough, they are related.

It all makes sense now, the blood doctor examining my torso and ordering an ultrasound.

I'm facing two options here: lifestyle changes and hope for the best, or fuck it all and live crazy until I can't. Not being able to walk would certainly complicate either option.

I always sit on the curb at the park for feedings, and lately I'm having a hard time standing back up. It would be comical if one day I wasn't able to, and had to flag a ranger down for a helping hand!

Oh well, I'll find out on the fifteenth...