I am so alone. I fed my ducks this morning and have spent the rest of the day watching movies on my big TV.

Daniel came by and fed me homemade corn bread with pork and beans, then he left. I am grateful for his friendship, but I need more.

I'm lonely, I miss the companionship of a partner. I write, because I cannot speak. I share my life on my blog because I seek feedback and validation, or rejection, and for the most part, receive neither.

So what to do? I suppose I could take a road trip, somewhere, but the weather is turning cold and sleeping in my truck doesn't sound fun.

Elizabeth has invited me to Thanksgiving, so I need to be here, to enjoy that wonderful invite. It's been a few years since I have experienced that.

So there you go, my life, thanks for reading...