Sometimes Shelby drops by to see if I'm still alive, and I continue to surprise her!

We just talked on the phone and I told her I'm very glad to be alive and I'll make it as far as I can, even though I could drop dead any second.

My dying wish is that nobody has an ounce of guilt from the event. I asked my favorite grand-daughter to celebrate my life, not mourn my passing. Get together with Riley and scatter my ashes somewhere cool.

I take complete and full responsibility for the life I've led, with no blame. I've done some amazing things, and some really stupid things, but in the end I know I'm a good man. I just allowed my weaknesses to defeat my strengths.