Parkinsons is vibrating through my body, my liver hurts, and I'm in a bad-ass pissed off at myself mood. I'm really tired of being looked at as the sad old pathetic drunk.

The only way to fix that, is to stop being that. So I'm wiping out every contact on my phone, with a couple of exceptions. I'm going to focus on myself and get my health back, stay alive until I can't.

My sister and her family in Idaho have bailed on me. It goes both ways, I will never contact any of them again. The same goes for everyone in my past. If any number comes across my phone without a name attached, I'm treating it as spam.