I have come to accept, that I have no partner to share anything with. Like this run down to St Joseph for lunch tomorrow.

And given the current state of my old body, and my old vices, the chances of finding a partner are pretty much null and void at this point.

I've had a female partner in my life, maybe 65% of the time, since I reached adulthood.

So what do you do after accepting it? Embrace it! I can now be the crazy old man who says whatever he wants! No partner to appease, or worry about, or to love...