The internal weirdness continues as I move through the day with no purpose. Songs are floating through my head that I can't identify. The internal vibrator called blood and muscle continues to disrupt.

After this in-home meeting with the guy tomorrow, I have no medical visits planned with anyone. I'll continue drug free until I can't, I have a bit left of both. But the way the system works, is you have to keep going to these doctors if you want them to re-up your scripts. You stop going, they end.

I really feel strange, it's hard to describe...