Well, I'm down to the basics now, and I have to say, I feel damned good about it. I've stopped thinking about what could have been, or where I should be now if I hadn't fucked this thing called life up.
It is what it is, I'm lucky to still be alive, and my mind is clear. I don't have Alzheimer's and my body is amazingly healthy. The few people that still care about me I can count on one hand and a couple of fingers. It could be way worse, like down to zero, and I'm grateful.
So Cheers! Here's to Life with the protein drink I'm having for dinner, and it will be one month clean and sober come Sunday.